Here I am, so excited to go back to school. And I’ve loved every single minute of it so far. Someone please explain to me WHY I decided that I wanted to go for Business Administration? Actually, I know why. I wanted to go for my backup plan. My backup plan in case my dreams as an author and/or journalist fell through. The backup plan that included opening a bakery at the lake. Ugh. What’s going on with me?
While yes, I have enjoyed going back to school, I want to go for classes that would help me for what I really want to do (i.e. creative writing). I don’t have a business brain and I’m not customer service savvy. If I did open up my own business, I’d have a partner that ran the business side while I took care of doing what I do best. Create the designs, make the items, experiment, experiment, experiment.
While this has absolutely nothing to do with the actual businesses classes (currently I have one and the teacher is awesome), it’s still not what I want. When will I start doing things for me and stop doing things cause I think they make more sense? Or better yet, stop worrying about what people think.. who cares if this is the 4th time I’ve changed my major? Or the 3rd time I’ve gone back to college because the first two times I wasn’t happy with what I was learning then, either? So Nursing, Information Systems, and Account weren’t for me. Big deal. I’ve said I would be a writer since I was 16. Maybe it’s time to start doing instead of saying.
On the other hand, it could be the medicine for my sinus/ear infection talking. /sigh